Where my extremely weird lifestyle begins, once again.
It's Easter, and I'm absolutely livid that only 2 chocolate eggs have been demolished by myself.
Expecting at least 4 or 5, i'm either elequently selfish, or incredibly hungry. Either way, this is not good.
25th Of March, the day where a girl feels more like a woman than ever before.
The day, I finally understand who I am, why I am, and point blanc, How i've come to be like I am.
It was 10:15. My alarm clock was set on my phone. Oblivious to what I was doing, I cancelled it and fell back to sleep. Bad idea on my behalf. The next thing I knew, Emmor was rushing down the stairs,(Hello third person), only to open the door to my driving instructor. He looked more bedazzled than I did. Who wouldnt be whilst facing an oversleeping, scruffy haired, death warmed up looking, creature from her bedroom. Overcoming the embarrassment and confusing state I was understand, racing for the bedroom sure made the blood drain away from my brain.
Suprisingly, i've never felt so awake in all my life.
Driving around with no care in the world is fun. Especially when you have only just woken up two minutes before. My brain was telling me, this isnt safe, this isn't safe. However, my instructor suggsted I have 5 minutes rest in the car before driving, away safely. Nice one.
Whilst returning back from my lesson, (number 25), I walked into the house to hear screaming westies. They're eight weeks old today and day by day, it's getting harder to realise and understand, that soon, they'll be leaving the Stokes residence. Unfortuntely, it has to be done.
The carvery with the Pyzer family, was a delight. It always is. I love the family completely and having Joshua as a boyfriend, makes me feel like i'm the luckiest person alive. It's cliche to say, but I do actually feel like the only woman in the world when i'm around him. It's so comfortable, yet suprising, I still get butterflies when I see him. Love is a very powerful thing, I reckon.
Even though I would not let him sleep when he returned to my house, I felt bad, but once you're in my bedroom, theres no time for sleeping. Snuggling, hugging, kissing, tv'ing, is what it's all about :)
Overall, today was a success. Amongst finding out several things which I'm not allowed to tell anyone until, soon when everyone will eventually find out. It's extremely hard on my behalf as, quite bluntly, I feel like i'm keep secrets away from everyone. But, for the best it shall be.
It's 10:40 and i'm about to watch Harry hill's tv burps and gain some sleep for tomorrows events with myself and Purnellio. It's not a good thing when you don't get to see your besties everyday:(
Tomorrow shall be special.
Every day is special.
Tomorrow is a new day.
